True Healing - a journey within
You can´t rush your healing
Trevor Hall
I’d love to share an update with you. Do you have a moment?
There has been something going on with my body for many months now. I guess it’s part of a mutation, something transforming (no, I’m not pregnant 😊). I’ve been challenged with vertigo and nausea and was laying in bed for almost two full months. For example, looking at a screen for too long makes everything worse because there isn't enough space or energy for it.
Exploring deeper truths and transformation
To explore deeper truths about transformation on a personal and planetary level, I need to temporarily stop teaching and working, so that I can enter an extended period of personal introspection. I would not be able to manage the next level of evolutionary transformation required of me energetically, including my own personal transformation, if I did not take this time.
Spiritual transformation involves a fundamental change in a person's sacred or spiritual life.
Wikipedia
Retreat, contemplate, create space
I believe that retreating, contemplating, creating space for ourselves away from business, or trying to figure out how to monetize this or that, specifically exploring our own nature, can be an invaluable ally as we navigate our future. And there is a huge shift ahead of us.
Trust your process, trust your timing
I was sure I would be rejoining the public conversation by now (so my mind was thinking 😉). However, I am not fully ready yet. In order to create the space for whatever is changing in me, I need to let go of a lot of endeavors outside my little bubble to free myself of pressure and expectations from myself. I do not know how long it will take, you can´t rush your healing, right?!
But I am opening up more to the idea of engaging again and I am curious to see who and what in life is going to initiate me.
Divine timing - everything occurs exactly when it is supposed to
What I learned so far
You can´t rush your healing. The more pressure or tension you put on yourself, the slower the process unfolds. In order to achieve true health, one must be at ease with the inherent uncertainties of life.
“The more you try to force life to flow where you would like it to go, as opposed to where it wants to go, the less efficient you become and the more energy you use.” - Richard Rudd
I am changing my approach to observing what comes to me, where am I needed, and what or who from the outside initiates me. I used to approach things with what do I think would work for me in my business because I think this could be something people will enjoy. I started following my energy and observing where it wants to flow. Total game changer.The body comes first. A stable body supports stabilize my mental health.
There is beauty in pain. There are lessons to learn. Surrender and trust.
Nothing will disappear if it is correct for you. If it is supposed to be in your life it will. Either it stays and waits for you or it comes back. If it vanishes, it was not meant to be, and something grander is waiting for you.
Do not give up. There is hope and light in every darkness. This might sound cliche, but it is true. I have days that suck so much, but then in between, there are moments where I feel myself again and these moments keep me going.
Spending time with people that support me and my process is indispensable and such an important support on the way. Choose the ones that truly care and love you.
Be present in your process and look inwards and not outwards for your answers. Do not do what you think others expect from you. If you need to, be unsocial. Retreat. Spend time alone. It is about the experience of being you. Nothing else.